Hey my name is jayr and i need a lil help think u can help me a lil bit huh?

well i think im in luv wit a gurl dat i havent seen i kno it sounds weird but i meet her on the internet one day just browsing around on blackplanet...and we both luv eachother..only tha thang is dat she lives in vancouver and i live in dallas tx. we used 2 talk on dah phone every day until parents found out bout it and turned our long distance off our phones cause it wuz costing tha bill! so we tried 2 see eachother many times i say bout...3 times but we neva finish tha job sum alwayz getz in tha way well we only friends now but i kno she still luvs me and ikno i luv her..we talk on the phone sumtimes but not like b4 itz kinda furstraiting a lil bit, so i wuz thinkin im gonna move down there 2 vancouver wit her she wants 2 see me 2..so im askin is...i mean is all this really worthit?? cause i kno luv works in strange wayz.. but should i go if thats were my heart is?? or is it just a waste of my time